Lost... In the white white fog
Saturday, January 29, 2005

Today is og27 outing, saw yy and ym... WHAT A SMALL WORLD!!! Had a teletubbie hug and all i could say was, "Ym was so dark."
And being the famous in the og, i got dunked abt 5 times. Had some fun in the water with some songs and cheers, rather boring entry... shant continue

And to tt person, i did not take it to heart. Everybody has their ups and downs and thx for caring deeply.


white.
|7:39 AM|


Friday, January 21, 2005

ahhh... (breathes out)
sry for the sad post below... couldnt help it. I felt better aft talking to ym, jus hope we all be normal jus like we used to.

Practically, i hav nth to say. But after all i am my class chairman. What can i say? haha..


white.
|6:30 AM|


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Honestly, i am suffering in silence. How many of u noes of it? how many?
How does it even feel to be different? to be left out of practically everything?
Be it here or there, nearly everything u do says so.
Its hard to act interested, real hard and tired too.
I guess i will stop. Cos no one really understands how i feel. All of u are hurting me sub-conciously
I laugh to myself sometimes, remembering how fun it was. At the same time, i cry and realise that it has all fragmented.
This ship is sinking, i hope to salvage it.
Hope you understand. Hope it lasts.


-And thx for a person for lending me ur ear, i was crying tt time. U noe who u are.


white.
|1:29 AM|


Friday, January 14, 2005

My world was crashing in every way that you could think.
It's hard to know where it began, it just all seem to stink.

My chest feels more and more heavy like it may explode.
Stress rushes through my veins making my hands cold.

In the moment of my deepest despair a lovely lady spoke,
"I will stand with you my darling against all these folks.

She believed in me and showed me that I was great,
With love and kisses a moment of peace she did create.


white.
|6:07 PM|


Monday, January 10, 2005

All i have to say is:

I'm sry,
People change,
It is breaking.


white.
|3:57 AM|


Friday, January 07, 2005

The cheer goes:

Early morning late at night,
JJ charging out to fight.
All united add as one,
We will win the war this time!
WE will win the war (x4)
ohhhh..... JJ!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... as the cheer goes, i had an orientation camp in jj. The days were short but weary because there were lots of cheers to be done and obviously, an example is shown above. I feel good... ohh i feel so gd.. =D Ironically, i did not expect to see Hanni there as well. Frankly speaking, she hav changed. For the better that is, and we are not like before; the "enemies". Being in jj is fun, i got to know alot of new frenz. And so i was fought over by 2 gals for the mass dance... WOO! And the mass dance rox. The food that was provided sux... my grandmother can cook better than them!! wahahahha... =P


white.
|7:26 AM|







Siaw Kai Lun aka Kai Loooooooon...
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