Sunday, September 10, 2006
Let the Battle... Begin.
white.
|7:12 AM|
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
It has been a long time since i posted a long post, or even a post. I'm sorry for tt. All along my blog has had a chirpy bouncy feeling whenever one visits it. Posts were meant to entertain people, to bring joy to their stressful lives, to entertain and make them forget worries. This was because when i first started out my blog, it was a very sad blog. Everyone who comes just sees and leaves. i believe that didnt made their day either. Now that i have gotten over it, i believe that everyone who visits my blog must leave with a smile, or at least i may try.
But lately... As the exam period starts to kick in, i kinda lost tt vibe, that energy that feeling, or as yj may call it; rage. All the posts have been kinda sad. Partly cos the thought of leaving my class. Partly cos i am too easily affected. I bet only a few ppl noes this, that i am very emotional, even though i may look like i have a heart of stone in school. Ever since becoming a teenager, i only cried in front of 2 ppl. Cos i believe that i shouldnt bring worry or sorrows to anybody on this earth. But i dared to cry in front of them cos i believed that they would be there for me.
The night.. it seems so cool, so peaceful, so quiet.
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shizuka yoru ni* - Silent night in jap.It has been ages since i stayed up late at night. Today is an exception. I made a promise. I must stand by it. Staying by urself through the night can be refreshing and tiring. Refreshing to the mind but tiring for the body. It grants vision that was blur to u in the past. Maybe the 'No man is an island' essay kinda enlighten me some how. U can just say i meditated.
Back to the topic, i have made some reflections on me, the people around me and the people around the people around me - practically everybody.
I thought abt the things they did, they do and they will do.
Why did they do this? Why do they do this? Why will they do this? Many cynical thoughts just run through my head for tt session.
Ahh.. crap... long posts are just not my forte.
What i want to say is. I see relationships more important than anything else now. She has taught me alot. I have so much more to learn. So im a young padawan now. I thought i was a jedi master.
Relationships, they do not come and go as they like. They are the essence of quality time spent together. Friends that u spend YEARS with, Family u spend a LIFETIME with. No, do not take things for granted. Do cherish them. If u like them, tell them. Give them a hug and kiss them plainly just for knowing that u exist. This way, u noe that u have a place in the world.
For example, i went up to this friend of mine for 4 years fr sec 1 to sec 2. And i said ' thanks for being my friend '. It's just so easy. And all that i said were true. I will always be here for u. A listening ear, a shoulder to cry on. All those who know me and read this blog - You will always be my friend, i will always rmb u.
This
tsunami wave of sadness has claimed many casualties, i am just one of them. As exams force its way nearer and nearer, crap... i dun feel like typing.
Spoiler: The following paragraph is not for viewing.Dear, exam must jiayou ok? Remember wat u promised me, i believe that we both will do well. I will do wat i promised u.
Dear, i love u. Lets work hard together! =)
white.
|9:07 AM|
