Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Quote of the week:
Men like to love, women like to be loved. It is a give and take situation.
white.
|6:57 AM|
Saturday, August 27, 2005
This entry is about my personality.
I guess all who noes me noes this. At times i am noisy and at some times i am quiet. I am noisy most of the times in jc cos i want to have fun sometimes. When im quiet, i guess i wont even smile. I am realtively unfriendly if u compare me to other people. I am not very helpful but i help. Quote fr yiyang's blog: i am cold. I agree. I AM cold. I cant seem to give a rose to my mother on mother's day. I cant kiss my father freely when he comes back from work. I disregard everything unimportant and dun giv a hoot abt other people that walk past me. Only if that is people i know. I cant go around and socialise. I am not cut out to be an ogl, although i wanna be one.
I crack lame jokes, only when the environment permits me. In this case of jc, the environment is rather suitable. Other than that, i guess nth that comes out of my mouth is useful. In consoling other people or helping people. I have a dead mind. I jus cant feel how people feel. That is why i am insensitive. Being called cold, i am used to. Even the 16 PF personality tests says i am for a scientist, not a politician or jobs that require higher thinking. Dun blame me for being insensitive, my personality is shaped from the very family i am born into. A cold family produces a cold offspring, no surprise. I am not sad, i am used to it too. Other incidents also happened that caused me to be me. Shant elaborate, or else i will collapse. I have a sad past, nobody noes. It is hard to put a smile on your face everyday. I guess i am trying.
If at times u find me unbearable, jus tell me. Currently, I am real glad to have a bunch of friends. It allows me to have fun most of the time. I was worst in secondary school. Fat, nerdy, quiet, short-tempered, if u would like to say, autistic. However, I was not long ge, i was jus a quiet person that does not care about everything. People change, I am changing. But i still have that personality in me. Sounds vague but its going to reside in me for the rest of my life.
In a group of friends, there is always a joker, a mischievous, a lamer and a listener. I guess i am the listener.
white.
|8:28 AM|
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Ahh... here comes the love prophet..haha joking. It should be: Here comes the love failure expert. Jus joking...
Anyway, i jus realised sth so significant that i doubt very little people out there really realised. It is love. Love is not "ohh i luv u, u luv me; i'll die for u and u'll die for me". Cos in the end, they die together. Yes, love is mutual. It is when u feel ur heartbeat beating faster when u see a person u like. However, this feeling is only before and during dating or if there is one. Once engaged, married, one will no longer feel the same way it does before. The blushing, the mushy words. Time will tell. Time filters away crushes, puppy love from real love.
What is real love? Well... probably anything u will give your life to protect (contradictory to the above part) But not in a way. Some people only say it out while the real ones just plummet into the darkness of the hole to save their dears. As i said, time will tell. Walking along a road, i saw an elderly couple aged early 70+ holding hands. They were walking so slowly i bet i could run 2.4 b4 they could finish 100 m. Anyway, they were smiling so sweetly as they were talking... That is real love. Despite their age, their liking for their spouse has not decreased a bit. Another heartwarming scene followed up next. They approached a bench and sat down and started conversing in hokkien. As i walked past, i kinda had an idea wat they were saying.
I had no idea wat happened initially.
Wife: No lar, i did not.
Husband: U sure... (Husband attempts to tickle wife)
Wife: *laughing* okok, i got i got. U tickle somore i will laugh until my bones crack.
Husband: Haha... Sry... I knew it.
Wife: I can never hide anything from u.
They both smiled at each other.
-The above was translated by Professor Siaw Ah Lun aka che1 lun2
Sweet right? Yep, no definition, only a taste of it. =D
white.
|8:33 AM|
Monday, August 15, 2005
The reason why i din post for so long: common test is coming
The reason why i am able to post now: common test is over, duh...
haha...
Anyway yar, the common tests are over now. So, i am not so stressed for the moment. =D
Suddenly a thought rushed to my head. The scenario unfolds itself...
A: Wow... u take thriple sciences. Can u cope well?
B boasts: Of cos! I got 4 As. I have no idea how i did it.
A (reluctantly):Ic... u are so clever
B: neh.... *grins*
A: So wat do u want to be when u grow up?
B: *Thinks for a while but has no answer* Hmm... lets hear about u first
A knows that B was obviously trying to change the topic: Well, i want to be a scientist.
That is why i am taking only 3 subs, Bio, Chem and Maths. My interest is Bio, how abt u?
B: Err... I duno...
Obviously some people do not know why we are studying. Some people think, "I study because i study, do u have a problem with that?" Well, they do not know the reason behind studying. One studies because it is their interest. A's interest is Bio, that was why he took bio. B, under pressure from everybody he knows, takes thriple science as he thinks that taking thriple science is better. But better in wat way? Its a wonder if u can cope. Thriple science may seem that u will have a higher chance in being employed in the world. Is that true? NO. It is better to absorb 100% of 2 sciences then failing all 3.
People tend to think that ite is the end of the road, some even cried when they heard they have been posted to poly. Nope. It was just another path to success, an easier one i must say. Poly have their study restrictions. One musnt be lead astray in the process. One gd example, my senior* got expelled from poly. Why? Skipped lectures and failed tests. JC isnt success, poly isnt too. Thriple science isnt success, neither is Bio, chem maths. Success is in the hands of the person. In the future, u will be working with ur instincts, ur abilities, ur leadership qualities and ur socialising skills. Build upon this and u will be deemed successful.
Remember if u want to noe more about ur subject, go to the U. Otherwise u will be just wasting ur time. A Level filters out the more intellectual. Amongst these are nerds who study for the sake of studying (Long Ge inclusive). Even the aspect of General knowledge is important.
Quiz Question:
Which city is named the 'Big Apple' ?
A) London
B) New York
C) Paris
D) Dubai
Answer: B
Well i just filtered out some categories of people. Some dun even noe where Dubai is. =D
white.
|6:02 AM|
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
lol... yea i noe... the person on the right very very ugly, kns, look like pig, freak, monster, wateva. Its jus me, long time ago that is. Well i changed, didnt i? =D
white.
|6:05 AM|
