Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Haha...i have been looking forward to this chalet since August. Why? Cos it will be so much fun. All the lamer friends will be there. I never knew anyone that could outlame them. So whenever im with them i can jus relax and lame with them. Those times were the most fun times of my life. There were sweet moments, but of course there were bitter moments too. There were times of argument and conflict, but all for the better. Conflicts resolved, arguments cleared, it brought us closer to one another, closer than anybody could be. Say, would u meet ur sec 2 frenz every week? Well, we do. =D
Well, this chalet can be said as sian and fun. Sian cos there were like only 14 ppl on the first day and gradually decreased on the second day to 9 ppl. Before going to the chalet, we met nearly everybody at jp for a quick lunch b4 zhao to pasir ris. A long mrt journet begun and we started to talk cock as well. That was jus so like us. We talk cock every now and then. It was the first day. Nothing was planned, no timetable, no organisation. We did wat we feel like doing. Impromptu. So there we were, doing wat we have been doing at chalets since sec 2. We moved the whole chalet upside down. Tv was moved, sofas were moved, beds were spreaded out. Then an Xbox was whipped out and all boys were glued to that. Typical boys, i one of them. =D
What could we have done, we could have gone cycling, we could have flied a kite (right...). But we sticked to the norm, Taidi, Xbox, mahjong and talk cock. First night, Xbox, dinner. The most impt thing abt us is that we are crazy. We wanted to play soccer from 12 to 6. So we went to our old spot, the car park. I didnt bring any shoes, so i had to run bare-footed. Ow...
But b4 we could do anything, a security guard came and scolded us bla bla bla.... Yea, we gave in and shifted to another spot. A 2nd security guard scolded us! Nvm, we shifted back to the old spot thinking "Ahyar, wont so suay de lar..." We were right, 5 security guards were on their patrol. No words said, our ball was nearly confiscated. lol... wont so suay only mah... 5 only mah...
Went back to chalet, had a chat on the phone. Some slept, some played Xbox. Anything goes in a dark room. 5 boys and a girl. What u thinking? We talked only. Had a rather fun tc time considering there were snorts every now and then. I didnt sleep throughout the first day. And before i knew it, i talked with yvonne all the way from 3 sth to 11+. A heart-baring talk, everything came out. A brand new day started...
It was the second day, we waited for all to be awake before we went to eat our breakfast. Which was... i forgot. Omg. Anyway, we went to play pool. Looked out for a place for lan but there was none. Whole day revolved abt being in the chalet. Night time was the real time to be out. We went arcade, we went pool, we went bowling, we went for the table soccer... (u noe those kind where u play soccer rotating some sticks?) We spent nearly 20 dollars on it? No idea, nobody counted the tokens we used up. I think we went back to chalet at abt 4 ? Had difficulty sleeping. Tossed and turned from 4 to 6 on a sofa! Then, i saw an empty bed, salvation. I slept till 11. the nxt morning. And i woke up to realise that the empty bed was because someone had to go toilet, he wanted it back but had no choice as i was already asleep. Felt so bad. But could u imagine how tired i was? Slept in like less than 1 minute, less than the time taken for a person to use the toilet.
It was the third day. For all those that it was boring, cos all the laming in between were not written down... We went Mac for breakfast. Then went to Paradiz for lan. Played 3 games. Lost all 3. Not my fault, i sumpa. What can a small techies do?
Went home at 5+, slept till 9. Ate dinner and slept till nxt day, 11. Pro boh?
white.
|1:09 AM|
Friday, November 25, 2005
Heh... Hehe... i cant stop smiling. It has been one week le. And today was one of the most enjoyable days. We celebrated our one week anniversary. I'm glad u liked it. =D
Actually in the past, i have always wondered, what was it like to have a gf. And i have always thought that i will never have a gf all my life. Adding to the fact i was fat and ugly and nerdy-looking at tt certain point of time. It was just totally impossible.
But i have learnt. Somebody will like u for u. No matter how u look like, hows ur personality, theres always be someone with complementary base pairing. (Yar u noe where im heading too do you.)
So do not fret, if he/she rejects u. Whats worst is that he/she doesn't noe abt it. Cos there may be one in a million chance that he/she likes u too. And only if u try would u noe the answer.
Lets look at it in a mathematical way.
Probability of match if u try:
1/1000000
Probability of match if u DONT try:
0/1000000 = 0!
Yar, so do try. At least one will noe the answer and stop drowning in a sorrow of his/her own.
white.
|12:38 AM|
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Had a long cdc conference today. But wat i have been really waiting is not for it to end, but for the breaks in between. The minister walked past me and all my zone members and he diao-ed every single one of us. He diao us! tt bald headed guy.
And i just found out that ushering could be quite fun if u put ur heart to it. The smiles and 'thank you' u receieve is jus so satisfying that it also puts a smile on ur face. The whole thing ended at 6+ which was like omg? 715 to 6 leh! nearly 12 hours, 1/2 a day 1/60 a month!
After that i pei-ed my dar to training, but we stopped by at west mall for our dinner. Then we waited for her frenz to arrive b4 we went to train. Wah the training was so tough. Haha... And the training ended at 1030. Whew...
She had a match tml and i wanted to go and support her but she asked me not to go. I guessed there were underlying reasons for tt, so i decided to follow her decision.
Gd luk dear!
white.
|5:37 PM|
Friday, November 18, 2005
Hah... the most impt date to note. 18th Nov
Its official. =D
white.
|7:23 PM|
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Another date to note, 17th Nov.
And i thought walking was boring.
Davin link, mini milk-shaped er herms... Haha...
All i got was an "ee..."
Great Day~!! =D
Thx Jason. I owe u one.
But i saw the missing ginger bread man at west mall's pillar.
So there is a balance. =D
white.
|4:14 AM|
Monday, November 14, 2005
Recently, i realised that my blog was actually accessible to lots of ppl from a person. I realised what i typed here was actually discussed by ppl which was passed around like hotcakes. Omg, i did not know so many ppl had my url. I gave it to ppl only when they ask, and i believe its only a few though there may be links here and there. But its quite breath taking when sth u thought could be so personal be discussed by ppl. But i trust the people that know my blog. =D
I trust that u guys will read it here and not take it elsewhere. Neither shall it be distributed like leaflets or newspapers. So no hard feelings. =D
But these trivial things will not affect following entries in helping u noe wat happened in kai lun's life. Yea~!! ( You all should jump for joy too )
Kk.. much for tt disclaimer. This is actually a new experience for me, a happy one though. As im learning how to be more sensitive, i also learn how to treat ppl better. But i just cant wait for orientation to begin. Cos aft tt, we would be in school much more often. Probably my first true relationship, one that i really commit myself to. However i must stress, studies are impt too... But meanwhile, when we have the time to slack, SLACK! haha...
This is just a short update, the main crux was the top part. I seem naggy (yes dear.. we are), but dun take it out of here, dun discuss it... ok? haha... thx.. =D
white.
|7:44 PM|
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Lol... i did it, i pulled out my courage within and asked. The result, a positive yes!!
I am delighted. I am happy.
A mutual respect, a mutual concession.
Hope it works out. =D
Anyway, sat, 12th nov, a day i will never forget for the rest of my life; we painted our og flag. Omg we had so much fun. Everybody had chances to spearhead the drawing of the flag. Of cos there were shattering of spines and stepping on paint. But nonetheless, it was fun. Cos the paint was easily removed. They gave it a name. It was called emulsion. Which briefly brings me back to my secondary school days. I remembered a friend who applied alcohol on his hand like it was some kind of hand lotion. He said it was comfortable, but the tears in his eyes betrayed him. It was painful.
Anyway, we painted from 9 to 1130. From there, "our" meeting was supposed to be 1130 to 1200. But Mr Leow had to give a talk, which lasted till 3? We learnt new songs and food cheers. Somehow i felt that today was not the day. She was not free, so i couldnt approach. Well, i went home.
In the night, 12am, we were chatting. Maybe there were too many hints. We hinted each other for like half an hour. Then my parents asked me to go sleep. Next, i sms-ed her to ask. Hah... the first msg was delayed resulting in her thinking i was blur!! Lol !! Anyway, i got my point across. She catched it and returned it to me, positively.
I couldnt sleep that night. I was too happy. =D=D
Something that i have yearnt for since the Leadership camp has finally came true.
white.
|3:24 AM|
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Woo... op is over. Now i can fly. Nth burdening me. Wait, *checks KL timetable*, omg. I am not free until next tue. Cannot touch com until nxt tue. OMG~!!!
For so long, i hope tt this chance tt is given to me will be useful. My chance, my opportunity. I will grab it. I will try.
Maybe.
white.
|8:19 AM|
Friday, November 04, 2005
Wow... look at the rust all over the site *Attempts to clean the rust*
No doubt there IS rust. You know what does it proves? Yea, u guessed it, my site was made of metal.
Now back to the topic, i havent really update in like ages. Reason? I am weighed down by op, How does one even enjoy time when one noes that something stressful is heading ur way. Had a rather rough and tired day. Mapled in the morning, only to go to ossyria, but the boat has only me!! F4 !!! Then said gdbye to yun jie and i was on my way to sch for the designing of the flag of our og. OG 20!! I cant believe how many friends i made today. Hah... had a fun time. So talk cocked with others and bonded well for an hour plus. Then i went to ky house to play. Jm, Jq and jon were there le. Played PS2 and com for a while. Even played Rakion!! WOO!! Fun game.
So while i was playing, i asked jon, "Eh jon, now wat time le?"
He said in a relaxed tone, "Orh, si dian only."
So i thought, chey only four o'clock, still can play longer go home jus nice for dinner. But wait, i seemed to be forgetting sth. So i stopped to think. *Ding! (Lightbulb lights up)*
I have bio lesson ! Ohh well, it starts at four tho.
So i asked jon again cos i was concentrating on tt round, "Really ah, now si dian le ah?"
He said in a trustworthy manner, "No lar, i bluff u."
Omg how relieved I was!! But he continued, "Now then si dian, jus now san dian wu shi jiu fen wu shi jiu miao."
NANI ?!!!
lol... i rushed out of ky house and ran to sch. I reached sch at 4.10. I am dead meat, i thought.
But the freaking teacher dua bai lar !!! HE 1 hour latEE!!!! NUS BIG FARK AH!!! LOL...
So in the end i ran non stop for 5 min for nth... so tired... well... suay lar, wat can i say.
white.
|6:23 AM|
