Sunday, February 27, 2005
I would say, who could win me? Today after tkd, i ate a 2 piece chicken meal plus a zinger at 1 o'clock. I was dead hungry.Then i slept fr 2 to 6. Woke up and ate dinner ? Guess wat was my dinner? I finished a packet of chicken rice and a 3 dollars fish slice soup... DEfinitley full lor!
Crazy me... i guess i am abnormal today. Seems like i was celebrating Pig's Day. Watever was that, im crazy, dun mind me.
white.
|7:12 AM|
Hey the O's are coming, chill. Gd luck to all those out there. Results here dun determine anything... It jus show u the way to some schools. The only impt exam is the A levels, not everybody understands, but its true. As long u have a gd A level certificate u could get a gd job. They will not be so pissed to ask u your sec right ? Neh, u only take ur A level cert there.
Ok, had an og outing on sat. We went Marina there too chill, make merry and fill our stomachs with overcooked balls and more balls. Whose fault? Dun wan to point.. But its definitely not hanni * points at her * haha... =P
Before, we went to bowl and i ended up with a sore thumb. Whats with the balls, they all like the drain so much. Hanni halfway went to play pool, leave me there bowl like 3 times more than i shud. Yea my thumb became bigger.. hehe...
After that, we chiong arcade. Bishi Bashi !!! Aiyo... i thrash hanni with one eyes closed.. except for 1 game that is...cos she cheat de... =P Then played daytona, from first frolicked to the last. Duno who chuang wo de wor... den 4, 5 cars whizzed past me... sian 1/2. It was like the 6th or 7th round le...
Got my testemonial fr the ogls and laughed my butt out. Sry wor.. not my prob... dui bu dui ?
Den we go steamboat, for 10 dollars we gorged ourselves with wat was available. So full...
Definitely had fun, but this is the only time i post abt an og outing in my blog. Cos i had nth to write.
white.
|6:59 AM|
Thursday, February 17, 2005
All i hav to say is i am scared. And this kind of feeling is so strangely familiar. No, i am not in luv. Its jus the agony i hav felt b4...Its just that... haiz... nvm.. I am just scared.
"LAMERS, im the [E]diot...""If i were the rain, binding together the rain and the earth which in eternity that never mingles, would i be able to bind together 2 lonely hearts? I doubt so "
white.
|1:37 AM|
Thursday, February 10, 2005
This post is to those who are hurt.
I am deeply sorry to those whom i have hurt deeply. I did not want to in any way. I tried to resolve things in the best way without hurting any parties. However, in one way or another, things did not go the way it was supposed to be. In the end, u got hurt.
I am apologetic. Gone were the days we laughed during trainings. Came the days of warm telephone calls followed by a confession. I was left stunned. All i could say is u are lucky to have some very gd frenz. These frenz are so concerned for u, u can rely on them. They called me to tell me that u cried on chinese new year because of me.
And all i can say is "
Sorry, i really dun click with u.... Please forgive me. May we be frenz again. I do not wish to hurt anybody, really dont..."
white.
|5:38 AM|
Monday, February 07, 2005
Today was definitely not my day.
Start of the day and i felt quite unusual, an underperceived feeling engulfed me. Something was ultimately not right. I shook off the thought and continued with my boring life. Time and time again, i got blamed for things i did not do. "Stupid pig ah kai lun!!" was the norm. Even the teachers did not give up having a chance to boot me in the ass. Anyway i continued with my much dreaded presentation, The diff between singapore and japan festival culture, mainly the New Year and Lantern Festival in particular. My balls got whacked upside down by the questioning sissy. Whatever...
The project took me all Sunday. Morning i had tkd, had lunch wif ty, kl1 and xy. Nxt i rushed off to Yew Tee to meet Tricia, the japanese mei shao nu.... wahaha... watever. Spent abt 2 to 3 hours on a piece of vanguard. I then rushed off to meet Jeanette. In between, i topped up my farecard and had a 5 min rendezvous wif js, wat a coincidence. When i met Jeanette, she was with her lil' bro and sis. We went Mac to makan and talked for like 1 hour before returning home to chill. What a day.
white.
|4:45 AM|
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Anyway, i have forecasted the future. We have broken up. It was easy to predict, 1 week of cold shoulders, 1 week of expressionless hi's and bye's. They add up to a clean break. I feel kind of sad, maybe it wasn't meant to be and it can't even stand the test of distance. Being in diff schools, we had limited time for each other. The only free days were Sunday afternoons, cos of tkd. Maybe this whole distance thing was jus an excuse, maybe we were not fated. Anyway, it is gone. Who cares. I shud press F5, REFRESH!
May the world be a better place, cos how do the gd come when the bad dun go ?
"I wanna be a star tonight, dance with me until the morning light, let me shine shine shine so BRIGHT!"
white.
|5:17 AM|
