Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Its official, the promos starts tomorrow. The fight is on. Upon this post, i hope everybody is trying the best they can. Do not give up, do not give in to temptations. Cos in the end, rewards are sweeter this way.
This post is therefore dedicated/delegated to all thos out there. Have faith and confidence in ur promos. I really hope that u all will do well. Especially people who cant cope very well, u mus work harder than those who can. I
really dun want to see anybody retain.
Not saying doesn't mean i dun care. ITs jus that normal human reaction that u think im bragging. IM NOT!
Count the hours as it is approaching. An hour is a chapter, a chapter is another 10 marks. Another 10 marks is 2 grades. So the moral of the story is make full use of ur time.
white.
|9:33 PM|
Sunday, September 25, 2005
I shall update after handing in pw. No arguing, after handing up pw.
white.
|8:53 AM|
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Hi guys, guess everybody is studying real hard for ur promos right? If u happen to read this, it means one thing. WHY ARE U NOT STUDYING? haha... u shud really go study. Promos, use: To promote oneself to another level. Make full use of the chance.
I noe all of u may think, full exemption big lar. Well, its kinda sian when ppl touch on this topic. For some reason or another, i tyco-ly managed to scrap an "A", "A", "B". Believe me, it was jus pure luck plus a little hard work. Then again, all of u may think that full exemption people have plenty of time yar? Can do this and that, slack and stuff. Wrong. We all are in the same class, the homework that is given is all the same. Teachers dun give homework selectively right? Eg. Ms Ng with her elongating face. D***H***.
Now i am out of breath. Things are jus lining up in front of me waiting for me to complete them. But i cant do it. Im jus out of breath. I feel trapped in a confined space, ready to explode anytime now. Homeworks, papers, exercises, tutorials, assignments and i nd to balance it well which obviously i cant.
I really admire those who are taking the promos now. They are the true heroes that stand the test of stress. I said this to many ppl, wonder if they understand. " If i were taking the promos, i would have probably crumbled to the stress." Many people may think this is a joke, but its not. I have already starting to fall apart. Pw is a headache, homework is a nuiscance. Remedials are time-consuming but meaningful. I guess the only thing that keeps me going is bio. Three cheers for bio.
And to those out there reading post, gd luk for ur promos. You are the true heroes who are going to slay the "Promo Monster". Take heart, my dears. Onwards with fevour. Fight and win
"For every second u waste now, if u fail to make it (choy~!),
u will pay it up with another 52 seconds
which directly eats into ur life.
Do you want it?"
-Kai Lun
white.
|2:54 AM|
Monday, September 19, 2005
it seems that previous posts have told u wat has happened to me. Well, i fell for it again. I remember the last time, i was like too emotional. It was painful. But now, i am not going to fall for the same thing again. I will never feel sad for this stupid kind of thing.
Leave it to Fate. Whether it works out or not, whether we will be together. The problem is that i duno when we will meet each other again.
So meanwhile, stay happy. I will not be gloomy, i will not be pessimistic, i will not put down anything for any reason. I live for myself, if possible for u. SO LIVE WELL~!! ROCK ON@!!
white.
|7:47 AM|
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Had a relative happy day today. It was yun jie's b'day. We had a cake, all on our face. The only problem is that i was not part of jason's scandal but got involved in the end anyway. To make it worst, i was the worst. I had chocolate all over my face with cream. Swore that the oily crap makes me feel uneasy throughout the day. Lucky it was a short day. Meliisa had her share of fun (hmmph~!). We had a milo ( *am *seng~!!!!). Haha...
Then in a blink of the eye, it was time to go home. We had lunch in the canteen. All was going well, happy chatting and crapping, till Eugene had to say "If i could change back time.". I stoned. Practically lots of thoughts rushed into my head. Cant block them off. All i had to say is that i regretted. Letting u go was probably the hardest thing to do. But its for ur gd.
On the way home, i had a certain urge to see her. I missed a bus on purpose but theres still no sign of her. I sighed and continued my way home. Sad.
white.
|8:53 AM|
Monday, September 12, 2005
She came and left and took away all of me. A sense of emptiness lingers in my heart and i search for her every now and then. However, we are of diff groups. Chances of meeting are so slim. I still did not give up and looked everywhere, canteen, lectures. I was wondering if she had disappeared but dispelled the thought and continued in my endless searching. Her smile was enough to make me happy for a day. And i cant believe i just typed out these stuff, but i was just typing wat my heart was thinking.
I felt so blissful. Just as i was ps-ed by the almighty guo tie, i went to the toilet. I was still looking out for her on the journey to the toilet. Just then, i received a call fr yiyang claiming he wants his file. The file was given and i made my way home. In front of me was samuel and gang and we tok-cock on the way to the bus stop. Lol... We ran for the 174 and the timing was just perfect. Then... it all seemed like a drama play, there was her boarding the bus jus half a metre away fr me. Obviously she hasnt noticed me. I was breathless then and couldnt help but remained quiet throughout the bus journey. Samuel and gang were shielding me fr her. I thought of ways to approach and prayed she would alight after Samuel and gang. The bus then reached West Mall, Samuel and gang were talking abt "Si Min" (Not her real name) who was behind me the whole journey. But i couldnt care less. My eyes had only one person. All those taking chances tt happened earlier were only for entertainment purposes. Then Samuel and gang alighted. I saw a beam of hope and approached her. Man i bet my face was red and i had no idea wat i was talking the whole time through. Some dialogue included "What did u do jus now?" Omg. Other details discrete. Then she alighted and gave a smile of a century. That alone took my breath away. For the rest of the bus journey i stared outside the window and smiled at myself. I felt blissful. For once God was so kind to me. A long search was rewarded by a stroke of luck. I looked nearly everywhere the whole time through and the reason why was i able to spot "Si Min" so easily? I was looking for another one, and i finally found her. To think she even boarded 174, i nv saw her b4... But now i noe, every mon there will be a chance to meet her on 174, since her last lesson was the pw lec.
Blissful me.
Im happy.
Words cant describe.
Only actions.
And a smile that defeated me.
So i must really thank guo tie for ps-ing me. Thx a bunch, i really mean it. Dont go toilet tml.
white.
|5:33 AM|
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Time pasts really fast. Din realise tt today was the last day of holiday which im going to spend doing my hw. I know it is often tt ppl say the piling of hw on the table is yet to be done. Well, i finished tca4, much to my satisfaction. It was one of the things that i put my heart to do.
I guess im a coward. Yea, some ppl out there are too. But some are worst, they dun admit. So i hope that time will be able to heal the pain. It has become evident that i have fallen into the dark pit of **** once again. There is the only rope, time. But it works 2 ways, either down or up. Sense the irony, i nd to depend on time to tell. But i nd Fate for the time to tell.
Hope life gets better for all the rest out there. =D
white.
|3:28 AM|
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Nooo... The camp ended so early... haiz... i had so much fun on the 2nd day and the last day tt i didnt want to stop. the camp was definitely great and as a jj leader, i shall use this post to broadcast on the camp.
AimAll camps have a purpose, but wat makes this camp special is because it is for the leaders. "Camp is a session whereby u are imparted values." Quote fr Mr Ng. In this camp, i have learnt many things. things that u cant buy with money, things u experience it first hand in order to learn. I believe that everybody's feelings was like a rollercoaster. There was mass dance then followed by a 'whacking' session. The feelings ranged fr high to quiet till it was scary. it was night aft the session. Mr ng, mr liao and patterson sure whacked some sense into me. Life is not wat u think it is. Learn to appreciate even the most minute things. Remember wat mr liao stressed on? Must have positive attitude. Sure it was accompanied by jokes and lame stuff, but hidden beneath it was a reason so strong, its reason jus takes ur breath.
IteneraryThe programmes were short and meaningful. Apart fr the food and sleep (which took up most of our time), everything was perfect. There were new mass dances, new friends to be made, new bonds to be formed. The sing-along sessions were great. That was when my already worse sore throat turned for the worst. Ask yj, i sang and he said it was awful. But wat matters was not the tune, but to follow. I had fun.
The study sessions were awfully dull. Try sitting on the same spot for 5 and half hours. It stinks. Lol...
Mass dance, the most fun thing there is on the planet was on our programme list. Lucky~!! I danced with girls of cos, new friends tt i made in my group. It was fun till i gave it my all and shaked my ****side. ^^
Tt mass dance sure gave me a weird feeling. Haiz... happy and sad. =D
Lol... and the night sessions were gay. First night we gayed the night away. Me, yj and Andy PANG~!!! Lol.. kept talking bout lame shit and stuff. Andy dozed off first, tt fat pussy. Then me and yj talked the whole night away, feelings, stuff, people, namely everything, from 1120 to 1 sth if im not wrong. On the second day, me yj and Jun Han shared a sleeping bag till the extent Mr Liao and Mr Tan came and ka jiao us. Lol... Derek piled on top of Jun Han den i tickled his leg. Must say my group both Jun Han and Hong Yi was gay. Haha...
Whacking sessions were inevitable i guess. On one session, i cried.*sshhh... dun tell anyone*
But after a particular whacking session, it seemed everybody's mentality changed. "The telematch was fun although it was crap". Quoted fr mr ng. It was all in the mind.
FeelingsThis camp was a sure lesson learnt. Lessons that are not taught, only learnt through observations and reconcialation. Perhaps this camp shud be made available to everybody.
One important statement i have to make.
I salute and respect Joshua and Patterson. No doubt, only treu feelings. They are much more mature than me. Patterson said his true life story without collpasing, i salute him for tt. As for Joshua, a sec 2 boy, is practically a leader. He is able to address issues with laughter and engages the crowd with his "cutie-domination" tactic. All the girls were like "Soooo Cutteee~!!!" and all the boys were green with jealousy and probably most of them rolled eyes when they heard tt statement.
Also, there was this girl that caught my attention. Not the looks. Omg, am i moved? I am still confused, i shall wait for time to tell.
Anywayz... BECKHAM AND MAN NING WERE IN YJ'S GROUP~!!!! HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT POSSIBLE?!!! SO LUCKY~!!! Nvm, i got mine. I am happy with mine.so yj, =P Im not buying numbers already. =P
white.
|4:17 AM|
