Saturday, January 28, 2006
Haha, the chinese new year eve's eve. And where i went? Marina, for steamboat of cos. It was one of a hell day for me.
I needed to report at 7 to school for mass dance with the J1s. And i woke up at 650. >.<
I rushed and finally reached sch at 720, just in time for 2 mass dance, which i danced on my own. >.< !!
Concert, boring, cos i was waiting for aft the concert. This year was special, i dreaded to go back to nh, cos nobody went. Jon went ky house, which means ky din go too. Most of GAIB din go too, so i didnt want to go. I went west mall and window shopped the shops that were not open. Cos it was only 945. Met lynette and pei wen(did i get it right?) at kfc. Then went home. =D
Meet at 5 at marina mrt control station. That was the plan. But at 530, we the 5 of us were waiting for guo tie. Wait... guo tie went~!! Scared the hell out of me, but to be honest, he really brought much fun and laughter to the group. Not to mention we walked fr marina mrt to the steamboat area. We ate, we laughed, we choked, we drank and played and drank more. Jason spat on yun jie's pants... haha...
Ohh we had so much fun. Beside us was the tempting arcade, a guy's hangout. But we couldnt pangseh the girls. So i suggested walking to esplanade, a mistake in the first place. It was dark and scary but not for me. Cos i walked thru it a few times already. It made some people speechless. All my fault. But the one hour journey had just begun. As quoted lots of times, the night was still young. We walked all the way to marina square where we met the unthinkable; ms wun. OMG~!! They were in the arcade, definitely not a hang out for a bio teacher, but tt doesnt seem the case. We teased and stalked her before settling down on Daytona race. I cant bliv it, Jason won twice out of the 2 races we played. - .-"
We talk cocked and made our way home but realised ms wun was now in mac. So much for coincidence. Lol... Went home, it was chinese new year's eve already. msg-ed. Slept.
So much for the 2nd successful class outing. Lala... so many last minute cancellations. haiz...
white.
|2:21 AM|
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
I broke my specs and i realised how impt my specs was.
I lost my tutorial and i realised how impt my tutorial was.
I failed my chem test and i realised how impt studying was.
I lost my internet connection and i realised how impt frenz were.
But i cant imagining having to lose u.
You are too precious to me,
you are my everything.
white.
|6:24 AM|
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
School has officially started this week, at least for me. I have started to rush through wat has been thought when i was not around. I am struggling to catch up with the tutorials that were supposed to be handed in. Maths is a goner, so is bio statistics and organic. Slowly bit by bit, i am trying to grasp the technique of studying again. But the school has just reopened and this is not the problem(?).
Today was cca open house, i dilly dally-ed for about 1 hour since i am, cca-less. For your information i just quit badminton. It was last week. A hasty decision, but at least there is no more weight on my shoulders. The first person i told was(?). Back to the topic, i did nth tt day. One impt even tt day, OG 20 members invited to meet the OGLs at 215 at the concourse. Wondered wat were they up to. When we arrived, man they were wreaking havoc. The boys have their own cliques in which they seem like long lost frenz. Who believes that their friendships are only 1 week old? As an OGL, i am proud. I have done my job well. But this is not the problem again. THE OG MADE STH FOR US~!!!
OG 20 made 4 memory boxes in which they stuffed letters, sweets, cranes, stars, anything and everything nice. As i took out all the letters and stuff from their gigantic memory box, my eye kinda felt watery. They were so nice. All sorts of things that took a long time to do. They were all in the memory box. All i could say is that they were very creative. We gave each of them a memory box in which a bookmark, a lightstick, a sweet and a testi each. They gave us back another memory box which was stuffed with things 10 times as nice.
Suddenly i felt it was actually worth it to be an OGL. The lessons missed in a week, they aren't actually that impt. It is only a week of lesson. But the bonds that were forged on the very first orientation week, they are much more impt than anything could be. I feel good, important and cared for. All the things, all the muscles strained and sweat were actually worth it. From totally strangers to now that we were, i feel great and delighted that i have done my job. Not to mention i cried on the last day of camp. Shaun cried even more jialat... lalala...
It all narrows down to a few words. I have succeeded, i really appreciate all those things. OG 20 u rawk!
All thats impt is that i could put a smile on ur face, nth else matters. Im glad u are happy. You are right, "It is the company that matters.". Thanks dear.
white.
|8:03 AM|
Saturday, January 07, 2006
The camp was just over. The most tiring camp in my life has just passed. How much sleep have i got? half an hour... In how many days? 2 days. Tt pretty much explains how tired i was.
I slept during debriefs, i dozed when i was holding the flag, using it to cover my sleeping face.
But in the end, it was worth it. Our og bonded pretty well. There wasnt much for me to do. All i did was take a backstage stand but it was enough. On JJ night, mass dance, songs, Mr Leow gave a talk. We sang our batch song, campers cried, specifically, Ivan cried. How does it feel when 28 people hugged u and surrounded u and chanted "We love OGLs"
It was easy to reduce someone to tears. However i was strong enough to hold them back.
The last day, i had no sleep. Dozing off even sitting on the table. At 5 sth, we were still making pressies for the campers. I must emphasise the 5, it was a.m. I was really shagged. But i still went on. So much for Plus Ultra.
e-Web. I bet many of u still rmb. It was a programme that allows u to thank everyone in a group with all u feelings bared. If u were very bonded to the group, u will cry without hesitation. Some of the campers cried, which was a good sign.
Camp debrief, songs were sung and delegated. OGLs stood in a row. Shaun had a hard time controlling his tears, so did everybody. I guessed nearly everybody cried. Even me. The camp was over, i lost my voice. Cos of uncontr0lled shouting.
But i felt proud of myself. I led Family 4 in a cheer once and gained support from all of them. Shaun supported me by joining me. I was touched.
OG 20's campers were great. Tho not all were enthu, i felt great they felt cared for. So much for orientation. Now wheres my chem assignment? noo....
white.
|11:39 PM|
