Lost... In the white white fog
Thursday, March 30, 2006

Haha... my hard work paid off. Thx for ur encouragement that spurred me. ^^

Use ur time wisely guys. There will be a class outing tml. At the same time, there will be a first 3 months og 27 outing. And i will be skipping pc tml to go for CMPB for a checkup. Haiz.. Heard it was quite err.. quite.... nvm... Busy day, how am i going to survive. Just hope i will. But is shyness really the factor. hmm... im currectly getting glued to the com. ohh no.. gotta kick this habit. But i just cant. I play 4 hours without realising it. The same state as i were in the hols.. Ohh no...


white.
|6:35 AM|


Monday, March 20, 2006

School has started. Many ppl will stop reading. " What a boring introduction! " Lol...
But school hasn't started, cos seriously it didn't even end in the first place. Holidays were not even holidays. That was wat i thought when my mum said sch was starting in the morning.

Got back my chem lecture test. As promised, i got good results. I was actually quite surprised... Cos i was failing every organic chem test possible. Right yj? But then again, i believe yj will do well in the next. I studied hard for the test and it paid off. And guess y even i tried to study hard. =D

Got back my Maths lecture test that happened long time ago. Everytime i flip open the question paper to reveal a 8.5/20. I JITAO SIAN DIAO!!! Careless mistakes i must say... I have only myself to blame. And today Mr Lee went "You all not interested de mah... You all never listen only do ur own things, all not interested de mah, den i go thru for wat?" I had this gut feeling he was talking to me. Cos the last time he was going through tutorial 22, i was doing tutorial 23 and he had to come over and "O.D.E ah? for wat?" and he walked away. A wise guy has a temper too. And we treaded on his toes. So much for maths tho.

Bio lesson, woo... ms wun sang lullaby for 1 and half hour. I forced myself to stay awake and found myself closing eyes. Well, everybody was right.. dun bluff...




It has been four months since we got together last year. And day by day we are getting so much closer. To think we were just strangers a few months ago. I am so glad we have come this far. I couldnt have been happier getting to noe u... Thanks for making me the ice cream. And day by day, i feel that i nd u more. Even now, i miss u if i dun see u for a day. I love u dear. Happy 4 months.


white.
|5:07 AM|


Monday, March 13, 2006

It seems that many ppl have noticed my blog is dead. It cant be helped, i was too busy. Sry guys... But Thy blog shall not fall, it shall be revived. With the help of the holidays, this is of course made possible. =D But then again, holidays dun serve its meaning like it did in the past. Holidays in the past were playing days, days that u spend ur time at home rotting. Not now. Now it is like i am out everyday, a full timetable, a hectic lifestyle.

Mon : Gp common test ( just over, i think i screwed it )
Tue : Ogl chalet and supposedly class outing ( sry guys, cant go for class outing, or is there one in the first place? )
Wed : Chalet half day and outing
Thu : Chem test ( i knew it on Sunday when yj told me )
Fri : Out.

Everyday i am out, everyday i am occupied. Haiz... sometimes i just feel so tired that i could slp the whole day. But i on Saturday night, i just realised how much somebody meant to me. I was worried all the while... I swore i nv got tt worried over anything than tt, not even the O'Levels. Thinking abt it, when was i worried abt the O'Levels. Nvm.

Why is it so coincidental? Just read yy's blog abt our course of life. It is true, paths will seperate and we will meet each other less. And my brother has just entered NS a week ago. At first i thought our relationship was shallow and i wouldnt miss him. A week has passed, tt doesnt seem the case. I often ask myself how is it like in the army. My brother is the solution, but i dun get to speak to him until like 1 month?

Where are we standing in the world? What do we mean to the world? What can we do for the world? What are we?

Ok that was crap, just practicing my 6W's1H's.

I thought of myself in my brother's shoes going to NS. Would i miss my her? Definitley. Will i miss my parents? Probably, but less. As it draws nearer, it seems hard to think. But i shall leave it to a later time to think. Call me a coward; i guess there are also people out there who havent thought of the future; but have u felt the feeling of losing someone. Those who noe, knows it doesnt feel gd at all. That is why i push it to a later date to think.

Meanwhile, i am on cloud nine. =D
HEY GUYS OUT THERE~!!!
DO ME A FAVOUR CAN U???
SMILE.
THANKS. U MADE MY DAY. HOPE I MADE YOURS TOO! =D =D


white.
|5:18 AM|







Siaw Kai Lun aka Kai Loooooooon...
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