Monday, September 12, 2005
She came and left and took away all of me. A sense of emptiness lingers in my heart and i search for her every now and then. However, we are of diff groups. Chances of meeting are so slim. I still did not give up and looked everywhere, canteen, lectures. I was wondering if she had disappeared but dispelled the thought and continued in my endless searching. Her smile was enough to make me happy for a day. And i cant believe i just typed out these stuff, but i was just typing wat my heart was thinking.
I felt so blissful. Just as i was ps-ed by the almighty guo tie, i went to the toilet. I was still looking out for her on the journey to the toilet. Just then, i received a call fr yiyang claiming he wants his file. The file was given and i made my way home. In front of me was samuel and gang and we tok-cock on the way to the bus stop. Lol... We ran for the 174 and the timing was just perfect. Then... it all seemed like a drama play, there was her boarding the bus jus half a metre away fr me. Obviously she hasnt noticed me. I was breathless then and couldnt help but remained quiet throughout the bus journey. Samuel and gang were shielding me fr her. I thought of ways to approach and prayed she would alight after Samuel and gang. The bus then reached West Mall, Samuel and gang were talking abt "Si Min" (Not her real name) who was behind me the whole journey. But i couldnt care less. My eyes had only one person. All those taking chances tt happened earlier were only for entertainment purposes. Then Samuel and gang alighted. I saw a beam of hope and approached her. Man i bet my face was red and i had no idea wat i was talking the whole time through. Some dialogue included "What did u do jus now?" Omg. Other details discrete. Then she alighted and gave a smile of a century. That alone took my breath away. For the rest of the bus journey i stared outside the window and smiled at myself. I felt blissful. For once God was so kind to me. A long search was rewarded by a stroke of luck. I looked nearly everywhere the whole time through and the reason why was i able to spot "Si Min" so easily? I was looking for another one, and i finally found her. To think she even boarded 174, i nv saw her b4... But now i noe, every mon there will be a chance to meet her on 174, since her last lesson was the pw lec.
Blissful me.
Im happy.
Words cant describe.
Only actions.
And a smile that defeated me.
So i must really thank guo tie for ps-ing me. Thx a bunch, i really mean it. Dont go toilet tml.
white.
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