Lost... In the white white fog
Thursday, September 08, 2005

Nooo... The camp ended so early... haiz... i had so much fun on the 2nd day and the last day tt i didnt want to stop. the camp was definitely great and as a jj leader, i shall use this post to broadcast on the camp.

Aim
All camps have a purpose, but wat makes this camp special is because it is for the leaders. "Camp is a session whereby u are imparted values." Quote fr Mr Ng. In this camp, i have learnt many things. things that u cant buy with money, things u experience it first hand in order to learn. I believe that everybody's feelings was like a rollercoaster. There was mass dance then followed by a 'whacking' session. The feelings ranged fr high to quiet till it was scary. it was night aft the session. Mr ng, mr liao and patterson sure whacked some sense into me. Life is not wat u think it is. Learn to appreciate even the most minute things. Remember wat mr liao stressed on? Must have positive attitude. Sure it was accompanied by jokes and lame stuff, but hidden beneath it was a reason so strong, its reason jus takes ur breath.

Itenerary
The programmes were short and meaningful. Apart fr the food and sleep (which took up most of our time), everything was perfect. There were new mass dances, new friends to be made, new bonds to be formed. The sing-along sessions were great. That was when my already worse sore throat turned for the worst. Ask yj, i sang and he said it was awful. But wat matters was not the tune, but to follow. I had fun.
The study sessions were awfully dull. Try sitting on the same spot for 5 and half hours. It stinks. Lol...
Mass dance, the most fun thing there is on the planet was on our programme list. Lucky~!! I danced with girls of cos, new friends tt i made in my group. It was fun till i gave it my all and shaked my ****side. ^^
Tt mass dance sure gave me a weird feeling. Haiz... happy and sad. =D
Lol... and the night sessions were gay. First night we gayed the night away. Me, yj and Andy PANG~!!! Lol.. kept talking bout lame shit and stuff. Andy dozed off first, tt fat pussy. Then me and yj talked the whole night away, feelings, stuff, people, namely everything, from 1120 to 1 sth if im not wrong. On the second day, me yj and Jun Han shared a sleeping bag till the extent Mr Liao and Mr Tan came and ka jiao us. Lol... Derek piled on top of Jun Han den i tickled his leg. Must say my group both Jun Han and Hong Yi was gay. Haha...
Whacking sessions were inevitable i guess. On one session, i cried.*sshhh... dun tell anyone*
But after a particular whacking session, it seemed everybody's mentality changed. "The telematch was fun although it was crap". Quoted fr mr ng. It was all in the mind.

Feelings
This camp was a sure lesson learnt. Lessons that are not taught, only learnt through observations and reconcialation. Perhaps this camp shud be made available to everybody.
One important statement i have to make. I salute and respect Joshua and Patterson. No doubt, only treu feelings. They are much more mature than me. Patterson said his true life story without collpasing, i salute him for tt. As for Joshua, a sec 2 boy, is practically a leader. He is able to address issues with laughter and engages the crowd with his "cutie-domination" tactic. All the girls were like "Soooo Cutteee~!!!" and all the boys were green with jealousy and probably most of them rolled eyes when they heard tt statement.
Also, there was this girl that caught my attention. Not the looks. Omg, am i moved? I am still confused, i shall wait for time to tell.
Anywayz... BECKHAM AND MAN NING WERE IN YJ'S GROUP~!!!! HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT POSSIBLE?!!! SO LUCKY~!!! Nvm, i got mine. I am happy with mine.so yj, =P Im not buying numbers already. =P


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Siaw Kai Lun aka Kai Loooooooon...
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