Lost... In the white white fog
Saturday, January 07, 2006

The camp was just over. The most tiring camp in my life has just passed. How much sleep have i got? half an hour... In how many days? 2 days. Tt pretty much explains how tired i was.
I slept during debriefs, i dozed when i was holding the flag, using it to cover my sleeping face.

But in the end, it was worth it. Our og bonded pretty well. There wasnt much for me to do. All i did was take a backstage stand but it was enough. On JJ night, mass dance, songs, Mr Leow gave a talk. We sang our batch song, campers cried, specifically, Ivan cried. How does it feel when 28 people hugged u and surrounded u and chanted "We love OGLs"
It was easy to reduce someone to tears. However i was strong enough to hold them back.

The last day, i had no sleep. Dozing off even sitting on the table. At 5 sth, we were still making pressies for the campers. I must emphasise the 5, it was a.m. I was really shagged. But i still went on. So much for Plus Ultra.
e-Web. I bet many of u still rmb. It was a programme that allows u to thank everyone in a group with all u feelings bared. If u were very bonded to the group, u will cry without hesitation. Some of the campers cried, which was a good sign.
Camp debrief, songs were sung and delegated. OGLs stood in a row. Shaun had a hard time controlling his tears, so did everybody. I guessed nearly everybody cried. Even me. The camp was over, i lost my voice. Cos of uncontr0lled shouting.

But i felt proud of myself. I led Family 4 in a cheer once and gained support from all of them. Shaun supported me by joining me. I was touched.

OG 20's campers were great. Tho not all were enthu, i felt great they felt cared for. So much for orientation. Now wheres my chem assignment? noo....


white.
|11:39 PM|







Siaw Kai Lun aka Kai Loooooooon...
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