Monday, March 13, 2006
It seems that many ppl have noticed my blog is dead. It cant be helped, i was too busy. Sry guys... But Thy blog shall not fall, it shall be revived. With the help of the holidays, this is of course made possible. =D But then again, holidays dun serve its meaning like it did in the past. Holidays in the past were playing days, days that u spend ur time at home rotting. Not now. Now it is like i am out everyday, a full timetable, a hectic lifestyle.
Mon : Gp common test ( just over, i think i screwed it )
Tue : Ogl chalet and supposedly class outing ( sry guys, cant go for class outing, or is there one in the first place? )
Wed : Chalet half day and outing
Thu : Chem test ( i knew it on Sunday when yj told me )
Fri : Out.
Everyday i am out, everyday i am occupied. Haiz... sometimes i just feel so tired that i could slp the whole day. But i on Saturday night, i just realised how much somebody meant to me. I was worried all the while... I swore i nv got tt worried over anything than tt, not even the O'Levels. Thinking abt it, when was i worried abt the O'Levels. Nvm.
Why is it so coincidental? Just read yy's blog abt our course of life. It is true, paths will seperate and we will meet each other less. And my brother has just entered NS a week ago. At first i thought our relationship was shallow and i wouldnt miss him. A week has passed, tt doesnt seem the case. I often ask myself how is it like in the army. My brother is the solution, but i dun get to speak to him until like 1 month?
Where are we standing in the world? What do we mean to the world? What can we do for the world? What are we?
Ok that was crap, just practicing my 6W's1H's.
I thought of myself in my brother's shoes going to NS. Would i miss my her? Definitley. Will i miss my parents? Probably, but less. As it draws nearer, it seems hard to think. But i shall leave it to a later time to think. Call me a coward; i guess there are also people out there who havent thought of the future; but have u felt the feeling of losing someone. Those who noe, knows it doesnt feel gd at all. That is why i push it to a later date to think.
Meanwhile, i am on cloud nine. =D
HEY GUYS OUT THERE~!!!
DO ME A FAVOUR CAN U???
SMILE.
THANKS. U MADE MY DAY. HOPE I MADE YOURS TOO! =D =D
white.
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